Living Unfiltered: Why My Website is My True Sanctuary

Life hasn’t made it easy for me, and let’s be honest, neither has my brain. ADD, OCD, bipolar disorder, PTSD, anxiety—you name it, it’s been in the mix. Add a history of trauma and the genetic chaos I inherited from my biological parents, and you’ve got a recipe for someone who can’t sit still, can’t relax, and sure as hell can’t do “nothing.” That’s why I’ve created so much content—books, songs, art, psychic readings—it’s my way of staying sane, of channeling the constant energy that would otherwise tear me apart.

I’ve learned that my happiness and sense of balance come from creating. Not for likes, not for validation, not for fame—just for the sake of creating. That’s why I walked away from social media. The endless cycle of likes, comments, and trying to “connect” with strangers felt hollow and exhausting. It wasn’t me. I hated the idea of chasing some illusion of connection or approval. So I deleted it all. No Facebook. No Instagram. No Twitter (or X, or whatever they’re calling it now). Instead, I turned to the one space that’s truly mine: my website.

This website isn’t a business card. It’s not a marketing tool. It’s me—unfiltered, raw, and unapologetic. Everything here, from my blog to my books, music, art, and psychic readings, is an extension of who I am. It’s where I pour my energy, my thoughts, and my experiences, without worrying about anyone’s judgment. If you like it, great. If you don’t, you don’t have to stay. That’s the beauty of it.

On this site, I can post without limits. No comments, no likes, no noise—just me and my creations. My blog doubles as a podcast where I talk about anything and everything on my mind. I’ve added an art page to share the AI-driven art I create, inspired by my dreams, emotions, and random sparks of inspiration. My music, brought to life through the powerful tool of AI vocals, is here too, each song a raw piece of my journey. Every part of this site exists because I need a place to put my energy, to keep my head above water.

Creating isn’t optional for me. It’s survival. Without it, I spiral—mood swings, anxiety, depression. I don’t need an audience. I need an outlet. This website is that outlet, my sanctuary in a world that often feels too loud, too judgmental, too fake.

I don’t promote this space. I don’t try to grow an audience. I don’t care about going viral or building a following. What I care about is showing up as myself, for myself. If you’re here, it’s because you want to be, and that’s enough.

This is where you’ll find me, living unfiltered. Boring sometimes, interesting other times, but always real. This is where I’ll keep writing, crafting, creating, and being exactly who I am—no apologies, no masks, no pretense. If that resonates with you, welcome. If not, that’s okay too.

So here I am. Take it or leave it. Either way, I’ll be here, doing what I do best: living unbreakably and unapologetically, one creation at a time.